So, I’ve gotten some questions from people asking about some comments on receiving death threats. So, yeah I have received death threats, all sorts of personalized attacks, rape threats, mysterious packages sent to me, my work and home phones were leaked, my address and personal information exposed. The most chilling thing was a death threat in an envelope at my door, that had pictures of me and my spouse. I got to meet and deal with all sorts of cops from our local sherrif’s department. There was a swat attempt, but thanks to the fact that I had called in a warning first, it was stopped. So go sherrif! Of course, the stress from this literally eroded my mental health to the point that I was hospitalized 5 times, and 3 suicide attempts in 4 months. I spent 4 days in a coma the first time, 8 days of 24/7 dialysis, and system flushing (which btw, dialysis is honestly the worst thing ever, hot and cold, painful as fuck, yeah, it sucks), followed by another 7 days in the general unit for internal bleeding. I lost the entire month of february in that stay. All in all, the end of 2014, and about half of 2015 is a haze. You don’t exactly want to be a frequent flier in the hospital, or psych ward. Though I will say, the university was far better than the catholic hospital. It’s hard to get better in a place that was part psych ward, part alcohol and drug rehab, and all a powder keg of tension and violence.

Anywho, the one thing I can say with sincerity is that after taking a lot, and I mean a lot of defensive measures, I’m back at relative safety. Relative is of course a relative term. (Redundancy services provided by Redundant Redundancy Corp. LLC)

Hell if anything I’ve been galvanized. (Am I made of aluminum? o.O) I’m working on a lot of new projects, and since I’ve already seen what the bottom is, things can only go up from here. I’m back to writing, learning c++, more latin and japanese, and learning how to program in unreal 4. That plus I’m working on creating a setup to do streaming, because hey why not? I’ve got retro games, new games, and the world’s absolute most mediocre gamer. Fuck yes. You can watch me get sonic drowned, or admire my bizarrly modded fallout. Plus of course, my tower of power in fallout 4. I was annoyed with the drive in, so I just built up! (and up, and up. World’s best wooden skyscraper)